I am not the first person you loved.You are not the first person I looked atwith a mouthful of forevers. Wehave both known loss like the sharp edgesof a knife. We have both lived with lipsmore scar tissue than skin. Our love cameunannounced in the middle of the night.Our love came when we'd given upon asking love to come. I thinkthat has to be partof its miracle.This is how we heal.I will kiss you like forgiveness. Youwill hold me like I'm hope. Our armswill bandage and we will press promisesbetween us like flowers in a book.I will write sonnets to the salt of sweaton your skin. I will write novels to the scarof your nose. I will write a dictionaryof all the words I have used tryingto describe the way it feels to have finally,finally found you.And I will not be afraidof your scars.I know sometimesit's still hard to let me see youin all your cracked perfection,but please know:whether it's the days you burnmore brilliant than the sunor the nights you collapse into my lapyour body broken into a thousand questions,you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.I will love you when you are a still day.I will love you when you are a hurricane.
Monday, September 12, 2016
Sunday, September 11, 2016
no one leaves home unless
home is the mouth of a shark
you only run for the border
when you see the whole city running as well
your neighbors running faster than you
breath bloody in their throats
the boy you went to school with
who kissed you dizzy behind the old tin factory
is holding a gun bigger than his body
you only leave home
when home won't let you stay.
no one leaves home unless home chases you
fire under feet
hot blood in your belly
it's not something you ever thought of doing
until the blade burnt threats into
and even then you carried the anthem under
only tearing up your passport in an airport toilets
sobbing as each mouthful of paper
made it clear that you wouldn't be going back.
you have to understand,
that no one puts their children in a boat
unless the water is safer than the land
no one burns their palms
no one spends days and nights in the stomach of a truck
feeding on newspaper unless the miles travelled
means something more than journey.
no one crawls under fences
no one wants to be beaten
no one chooses refugee camps
or strip searches where your
body is left aching
because prison is safer
than a city of fire
and one prison guard
in the night
is better than a truckload
of men who look like your father
no one could take it
no one could stomach it
no one skin would be tough enough
go home blacks
sucking our country dry
niggers with their hands out
they smell strange
messed up their country and now they want
to mess ours up
how do the words
the dirty looks
roll off your backs
maybe because the blow is softer
than a limb torn off
or the words are more tender
than fourteen men between
or the insults are easier
than your child body
i want to go home,
but home is the mouth of a shark
home is the barrel of the gun
and no one would leave home
unless home chased you to the shore
unless home told you
to quicken your legs
leave your clothes behind
crawl through the desert
wade through the oceans
your survival is more important
no one leaves home until home is a sweaty voice in your ear
run away from me now
i dont know what i've become
but i know that anywhere
is safer than here
(Sent from my phone)
Wednesday, September 7, 2016
It is sight. It is seeing someone in a certain light. Certain cameras see different spectrums of light. Visible, ultraviolet, infrared and so on.
If you use a certain lens, you are going to see them in that particular spectrum that is negative. It will be hard to see them any other way.
If you use a different lens that is in the positive spectrum, you are more likely to over look their negatives attributes.
Love has its own lens. You will see the positive and the negative. It will allow you to understand how that individual acts and their intent of their actions. When we become transparent to the ones we love and have transparency with the ones we love, we understand that we all have greatness and imperfections.
When you have clarity and understanding, you will see the positive and the negative of that individual in one light. This monochromatic lens renders you colorblind. Yes, love is blind.
What lens are you using when you look at someone?
~ John Chordy Teagle
Monday, August 22, 2016
Friday, August 19, 2016
Tuesday, July 12, 2016
1) I read that the job market is furiously competitive (then again, what job market isn’t). Do you think this is a good time to pursue the profession, and, if so, what is the best strategy to remain competitive?
The opinion on this varies and you will see a range of thoughts below. It's a difficult question to answer definitively but the more skills you can amass, the better equipped you will be at either getting a job or carving out your own niche. (See below for more.)
2) After graduating a few years ago, I realized that I chose the wrong degree. By the time I graduate with my Library of Science degree I will be 30, with little professional experience. Knowing this, do you think potential employers will show any interest in me? Or will I be taken seriously as long as I have the right qualifications and practical (internship/volunteer work) experience.
I do not know for sure so I'll answer this from a personal perspective. My opinion is that employers will be impressed with your ambition, fortitude and maturity and that will matter more than you think (in addition to whatever experience you can proactively obtain while in school).
I was in a similar boat (although with a different degree, and also a very different outcome from my original plans). Prospective employers always asked about my nontraditional path but it has seemed to help because undertaking lofty goals (such as a degree program, especially later in life) communicates to an employer that the applicant cares, is willing to work hard, can learn new skills, and is not easily daunted by challenges; all important skillsets to managers. It is always a noble cause to pursue your dreams and to better yourself.
It may be useful to uncover the specifics of an ideal job. For example, if you are drawn to this field because you love discovering and learning, you may be able to craft a profession which embodies the things you love most even if the outcome diverges from your expectation. It can be very useful to collect "informational interviews" from people in various fields. Think about what you would you like your typical day to look like and note what aligns with what you discover.
A useful read is "What Should I Do With My Life" by Po Bronson, a social documentarian who traveled the country to talk with people who've taken nontraditional paths or uprooted their original route. It can be difficult to embark on a path outside societal/familial/cultural or self expectations and very inspiring to read about others who have "made it" in unexpected ways.
3) My goal after graduation is to be employed by an archives. I know the application process is highly competitive. Please share with me some strategic advice in regards to making me a more attractive job candidate.
I will let the snippets of advice below answer this (again with the stipulation of knowing none of this is "official" or guaranteed), and will offer one additional idea.
There are researchers who have created their own jobs at various archives. They are not employed by the institutions but go to their facilities regularly to conduct research.
The public's need for information is larger than most institutions can meet so you may be able to hang out a shingle as an independent researcher. Contact the institution to find out if they will add your name to a list of researchers people can outsource.
The National Archives has a page where you can apply for a listing to be an independent researcher at: www.archives.gov/research/hire-help/. (Some researchers limit themselves to the facility they are nearest and some travel -- the National Archives has facilities all over the country but there are also archives at many nonprofit organizations and educational institutions.) You can get ideas by browsing the list -- it may be sources of inspiration and ideas or perhaps even informational interviews.
Thoughts from archivists and records managers:
"Most every archivist feels it's a personally fulfilling career, according to an SAA (Society of American Archivists) survey. However it may be difficult to find work. The pay is not high."
"Get a solid education -- graduate programs allow you to be more competitive than undergraduate programs alone. Having certification and other optional credentials can also help. Check to see which programs offer volunteer or paid programs either on or off campus. Experience will help you stand out among the competition. Some of our archivists had said that if they realized this while they were choosing a program, they would have made it a make-or-break factor. Education alone is not enough."
"Volunteer!! If you can tell repositories that you're learning theory while practicing application, great."
"View jobs on USAjobs.gov (or other job sites) and look carefully through the Assessment Questions (or requirements) -- target what to learn based on what's being sought."
"If you're willing to relocate, it can increase chances for a job."
"If you join the military or Peace Corps once your service is complete, members qualify for veterans preference when applying for federal jobs (Peace Corps applicants preference is only temporary)."
"When newly applying out of school, look out for positions that are restricted to recent graduates, as there will be less competition. Start watching the job ads now so you know what employers are looking for, identify what area of archives you are most interested in, and then take classes and volunteer/intern/paid gigs to get the experience."
"Be pro-active with your own career and development. Try to identify the holes in your experience and education, and take advantage of opportunities to fill these gaps. Sometimes, opportunities will come to you. However, more often than not, I have found the best approach is reach out for projects and skills rather than wait for them to be handed to you."
"In addition to flexibility on geographical location, I'd add flexibility with the type of work (Librarian, archivist, type of institution-government, university, corporate, local, special interest, etc). I'd also recommend a course or two in museum studies."
"Dip your toes into a variety of work:
- Process a collection from start to finish (size does not matter).
- Do something that involves using a database.
- Help with a small exhibit (research, design, layout).
- Get exposure to a variety of settings (archives in a library, a large archival institution, a small local museum).
"Federal hiring is incredibly complicated. I recommend building two resumes. The first should be for non-federal positions that is 1 or 2 pages. The federal resume might be up to 5 or 6 pages that describes any and all related experience. If a position talks about performing customer service, and they worked at a restaurant, they should list it. Getting through the HR process is one of the most discouraging aspects to applying to federal employment. I applied to over 120 positions (about 90 federal) when began my search for a job out of grad school. I was only interviewed on 4 of the job announcements (2 federal, 2 at universities)."
"Consider a public school rather than a private one. Try to get a work study job on campus, in the library system if possible, especially if it qualifies you for in-state tuition. This allows you to minimize the financial burden while also gaining valuable experience."
"It used to be that either an MA in History or an MLIS would do the trick. but the last decade or so has seen a preference toward the latter.. While in grad school apply for as many internships as possible (paid or unpaid) until you land a convertible one. This ultimately will get you where you want to go."
"1. The MLS / MLIS is valuable in itself - and broader than just archives. Keep an open mind. There is satisfying work in lots of info professions, and many grads, especially those with good tech skills are getting hired in both traditional and non-traditional jobs. 2. Keep an open mind about modern records, electronic records, records management, and information governance. There are interesting jobs out there in closely related fields, and some are definitely hiring. I say this having really really wanted to be an academic manuscripts librarian when I got out of library school. When the job I actually landed was in institutional archives and RM (records management) at a large non-profit, I was surprised to find that there were really interesting and satisfying things about that work. I probably would have loved manuscripts collections, too. But you go where the jobs really are."
"It's difficult to make enthusiastic aspiring archivists understand how challenging it can be to make a living in this field. We are lucky to have a fairly large intern program here, but every year we see first-hand how some students struggle to find employment after graduation. I really wish it wasn't the case."
"I was told, back when I was getting my MLS, to have *at least* three internship/volunteering activities under my belt. This was before the economic crash, and with the way things are, I've heard students now say they are doing three internships *at a minimum.* It's an arms race, and you have to up the level and stay competitive. If possible, do this while you are in your program, or before, or both, if possible. Many programs require you take an internship anyway."
"It's never going to be a "good time" to enter the profession. That''s been the case with most professions, with the exceptions of people in STEM fields. That said, if someone is set on this, I would recommend becoming a certified archivist or certified records manager, or both."
"Any technology or management education or experience a plus."
"Don't limit yourself to NARA -- other federal agencies have Government Information Specialists, records officers, archivists, and librarians."
"I tend to stress to interns and Public History/MLS degree seekers that they need to understand that these programs are expensive, most jobs in the field don't pay well, and graduate programs seem to be accepting too many applicants for the amount of jobs that are out there. If they still have a passion for it and want to move forward, I wish them luck (knowing that it's very possible they will not end up with a dream job and may struggle financially.)"
"Before my current position, I was involved in hiring at my former employer -- a contracting firm that hired employees to deploy on archives / records management projects. Frankly, we cared more about the work experience than whether it was paid or unpaid. The worst resumes were the ones that organized the person's experience by compensation. Think about job transferable skills that you can apply to archives that were gained outside of archives, as well as the archival skills you develop while in school. Focus your resume on the skills. Someone with some kind of archives related experience always won out over the person with an MLS and a string of retail / restaurant jobs."
"#1: You need to love what you do, but I couldn't in good conscience encourage someone to take on a lot of student debt to chase a job in such a competitive field with such a wide range of salaries and benefits. My advice would be to do the math on what you can expect your loan bills to be after graduation, and do some research on what an average archivist is paid. Then evaluate if you still think the career path is worth it. I am so lucky to be doing a job I love that compensates me well, but I also know that my salary is on the high end for an archivist. Be realistic, but don't give up if this is what you really want. There are lots of good ways to be competitive, many of which have already been mentioned by others. Beyond that, I would emphasize: You can't have enough computer skills."
"Even if you think you'll never work with electronic records or do any digitization, take coursework in those areas. You may wind up a lone archivist trying to serve your patrons by putting material online. You may wind up shopping for software or trying to communicate your needs to software engineers. You may get a huge accession with a bunch of old floppy disks and you'll need to come up with a plan for preserving them. Learn a programming language. Learn some web design. Learn to write queries directly in SQL. You can always use more computer skills. Even if you are sure you only want to work with 200 year old maps, anything you know about computers will make you more valuable to an institution. Eventually they will want to put something online, and you're going to need to have thoughts on how to make that happen."
"If you want to work at NARA, it may help to go to the University of Maryland (College Park). I moved 3000 miles to intern here, and it really worked out in my favor. Having people in the agency who know your work is incredibly helpful."
"Try to have graduate assistantships or scholarships fund your tuition to keep expenses down while in school."
"If you don't get into the archives track in your program, all is not lost. I have a general MLS, but was still able to take archival classes which helped me get the job I have today."
"Find a new volunteer/internship opportunity every semester to diversify your work experience."
"I graduated with my MLS at 23 and had 0 years of professional work experience because I had been in school my entire life, but plenty of internships that enhanced my education. Doing relevant work in the field while you study is paramount."
"Employment at government archives is competitive, but not impossible, you just have to be willing to put in a couple years in a position that isn't *quite* what you were hoping for. But once you have a foot in the door of the federal government, things really open up."
"Library school has never been considered very exciting or stimulating, however it's not something you can skip since a graduate degree is a necessity for the field. Library school is about building a foundation of theoretical knowledge rather than providing practical experience. With that in mind:
- Make sure you get lots of hands-on experience in as many settings (types of institutions) as you can, whether this is through internships, paid work, or volunteering. Make sure you have worked in an archives prior to entering grad school. Though I find it fascinating, this type of work is not for everyone and you should be 100% certain that this is the career you want prior to investing in school, especially if you will be adding to your student loans.
- Being willing and able to move to another area of the country for a job is probably the best way to get your foot in the door.
- Make sure you take courses on digital archives, digitization, and electronic records. The field is really progressing in that direction and organizations are seeking recent grads who know all the most up-to-date technology and data standards.
- A pragmatic consideration is to take courses on electronic records. All archives will have them if they have an active records management or solicitation program."
To be an archivist:
Career outlook by Bureau of Labor Statistics:
Archival internships at NARA:
Careers at NARA:
Be an independent researcher registered with the National Archives:
Sunday, June 26, 2016
"This is not indifference but detachment — I still care deeply about the Middle East, about global warming, about growing inequality, but these are no longer my business; they belong to the future. I rejoice when I meet gifted young people — even the one who biopsied and diagnosed my metastases. I feel the future is in good hands."I have been increasingly conscious, for the last 10 years or so, of deaths among my contemporaries. My generation is on the way out, and each death I have felt as an abruption, a tearing away of part of myself. There will be no one like us when we are gone, but then there is no one like anyone else, ever. When people die, they cannot be replaced. They leave holes that cannot be filled, for it is the fate — the genetic and neural fate — of every human being to be a unique individual, to find his own path, to live his own life, to die his own death."
(Sent from my phone)
Friday, June 24, 2016
Tuesday, June 14, 2016
My heart has been heavy with the murders in Orlando and, sadly, the ensuing foolish political maneuvering...and I have found that I'm at a complete loss as to what to say. So I started exploring a bit through writing and a poem came out.
Its weight becomes a heavy snow,
Dense drifts pushing against our homes,
Invading our streets and hearts:
You could throw your back out shovelling,
Laboring for a narrow path that soon yields
To the next fateful storm; your hopes
Erased among the desolate winds.
And it is in this moment -- despondent,
Thwarted -- that you understand hubris;
The appeal of a black-and-white world;
The comfort of something to cling to.
You can sympathize with surrender;
It's the emptiness you've seen
A hundred times behind terrified eyes.
By daybreak, you're back at it.
Heart beating out of your chest,
Straining with all you've got
To refute the enduring lie:
There's simply too much snow,
And not enough shovels.
Sunday, June 12, 2016
"Get away from these two types of people: the ones who think you can only go as far as the situation you were born into; and the ones who think you can only go as far as the current situation you are in."
― Dee Dee M. Scott, Joy Cometh In The Morning
(Sent from my phone)
Saturday, June 11, 2016
(Sent from my phone)
Thursday, May 26, 2016
Am I no longer young, and still
Let me keep my mind on what matters,
Which is mostly standing still and learning to be
~ Mary Oliver
Sunday, February 7, 2016
Wednesday, February 3, 2016
BY WILLIAM BUTLER YEATS
When you are old and grey and full of sleep,
And nodding by the fire, take down this book,
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep;
How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face;
And bending down beside the glowing bars,
Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled
And paced upon the mountains overhead
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars.
Source: The Collected Poems of W. B. Yeats (1989)
Thursday, January 14, 2016